Make a Change, For the Better?

Anticipating the future
Makes a person insane
Too many opinions
Drive one to drink
Drink what though
Circles upon circles
Sending thoughts out
Of the Brain
Sometimes reason
Falls flat from
Lack of interest
And "going for it"
Is nothing new
So I journey strong
Through the neural
Pathways
Waiting to get off
On reality's
Hard fuck
Maybe not
I have done
This before