Digging

Battle inside identity
Is constant
Finding out
Where belief lies
Angst changed
Everything
Learning as much
As could fit
This moves on
Never ending
Until the grave
Is there nothing
Or merit
In what I feel
Is real
No belief
Is valid in
The struggle
For being
And that too
Is a belief
Sticking to
Half and half
Holds an answer
If useful
Questioning keeps
Knowledge flowing
Sea grows
Splendorous